I'm a new Design Team Member for KaDoodle Bug Designs. I love her work and have invested in many of her files for my crafting. When they did a Design Team call I was nervous and wasn't going to apply. After a few days of fighting myself over it I decided to just go for it. What did I have to loose? So I submitted my projects and got the "call" yesterday that I had made the team! I was so excited and my head spun with ideas. I'm new to this whole blogging thing so please bear with me while I figure it all out.

I have a "special needs" toddler that keeps me busy as well. I also like to game but mostly Blizzard games such as WoW (World of Warcraft), Diablo 3, Heroes of the Storm. I can't really do first person shooter games as they make me sick to play. I also like planning although I'm not good at it. How are you not good at planning you ask? Well it sits in it's bag a lot. I hope to get into it more specially with taking on being a design team member and keeping up with my toddlers school and things.

You might find rainbows in lots of things I do or even just lots of colors. The reason being that I'm a rainbow mama. What is that you ask? A child born after a loss is considered a rainbow. Our first child we suffered a miscarriage. After years of thinking we would never ever have a child. Feeling particularly weird one day I took a test and it was positive. For the first time I was pregnant!! Oh my stars we were so excited! However that was quickly dashed by the fact I started cramping and spotting. Went to the ER and found out the baby didn't have a heartbeat. We had to wait to be seen by an OB a few weeks later it was confirmed that we lost the baby as "she" (I have always felt it was a girl) didn't make it past 6 weeks but I was by that time 9 weeks along. We had to say goodbye before we even got to say hello. After that we found strength in some baby loss groups on Facebook. After the wait of three months we okayed to try again. Which we did and three months of trying we were pregnant again. Our son was born at 38 weeks by c-section. He is now a rambunctious 3 year old!